I have read a book in which the author* starts with youth of child abuse, begins a life as nun in a convent. Afterwards she indulges a life as whore and then steps out of this world. She continues to live in celibacy. And with therapy and new age gurus she ends up, as she says for herself, “as the innocent girl, she has always remained”. She comes to an unconditional loving acceptance of oneself and then of others, and experiences at the end an absolute inner peace and freedom, so it seems.
The book
touched me very much.
I for
myself have always felt that even taking a shower and washing my body are
bringing me into an innocence and purity inside that has always been there.
Just a shower, let alone a complete inner mindset as the writer tells.
Would you
like to say something about it?
Man is innocent. And will remain this forever
in the eyes of God, even when he appears to lose his innocence on earth by
devilish behavior.
For the most inner self remains innocent.The inner self gets snowed under by misdeeds and misunderstandings and harsh opinions, and the ego then takes over her negative selfimage with all his illusions.
But God always cherish, sees and beholds the
whole person.
God knows that all these outrages, that wallowing in the ego and the coverings
will be dismantled or dissolved, sooner or later, in this life or the next
spiritual life.Ultimately, the innocent, pristine and pure man will remain, or rather stay in tact. And can return to the Father-Mother House without ballast.
God does not want ballast, only essence. How
could it be otherwise?
Only authenticity, no illusion.Only pureness, no rubbish.
Only the heart, not swollen livers.
Only man himself, no backpacks.
Only the personality, no ego.
Only the inner self, not the appearance. "
Only innocence, not guilt.
And until then, God dwells in the heart, and
waits and encourages and calls softly and beckons and sees.
And accepts the state of man and his human will
and his own path.And God does so with the greatest unconditional love.
You are innocent, deeply. And God knows that.
You have forgotten it.
Carla van Raay is blessed for her honesty and openness.
My blessings to you all
* Carla van
Raay, God’s callgirl, 2004 .
Check www.carlavanraay.comNr. 286