Everything is you forgiven, always again

My God, I wanted to start over again on a topic that has been discussed before. Your love and forgiveness.

It's like this.

I am only a simple man and really try to live a holy and pure life. And that sometimes works out very well for a period of time. Haha but even more regularly I fall back into old tendencies, old greeds, old attachments and on stage I would be ashamed to show them to the audience. But not with You. I just do it and hang out the beast and afterwards I come back to you on hanging paws. And I always feel like I'm being born again and completely washed clean insidely when I've showered or I have swum. So it is even stronger with You. I come back to You, confess my debts, ask for forgiveness and hope for Your kindness and love. And time and time again I am grateful and pleasantly surprised when You then respond lovingly and mildly and with understanding. Thank You, thank You, thank You.

My good, unsuspecting, naïve and unthinking son, how could it be otherwise. Your God and therefore the My God of all people and therefore God Itself is a God of love. Full of compassion and love, I wait during your childish deeds until you return to Me, until you look up to Me again full of expectation and guilt and ask Me. And I. I embrace you again and again with all the love of the cosmos, with all the love of God, with all the love that is available and that is out of an infinite source.

You can start over and over again. 

You can always start over and over again with a clean slate.

You can always be washed clean over and over again.

You can enter into life with a clean slate every time as new born baby over and over again.

But My question to you is: do you want that?

Are you not attached to empty concepts such as guilt and sin and regret and fear? You can start over and over again. Even Judas would have been forgiven by the Mother after his betrayal, but he hung himself up. Ultimate victory by the devil.  

When you come back to Me again and again, the devil flees. Otherwise, he'll still linger. For he finds nothing more glorious than that man, after his little silliness, does not dare to go back to God. That's his victory. And if you come back to God, over and over again, he doesn't stand a chance.  

You can return to God, over and over again. But do you want that too?

In these uncertain times, it doesn't look like it. 

My blessings to you all

No 513

Being born is as difficult as dying (Dying, 3)

My God, I'm always a bit allergic to insufficient fresh air, I have to choke quite quickly and You know my fear to suffocate. Now it seems to me that a baby -at some point becoming so big that he has to get out- is really having cramped and difficult times. You have already told something about the end of life, dying. But the beginning of life, the whole process of being born, is actually quite dramatically. So my question to you is: is the birth process not actually as difficult as the process of dying?

Being born is generally speaking as difficult as dying.

Like often in life beginning isn’t that easy at all.
Beginning with change.
Beginning with overcoming an addiction.
Beginning with being yourself as stout,  as gay, as an independent thinker.
Beginning with fighting against the regular social ideas as emancipated woman, as an atheist in a strict religious society, as a critic in a dictatorial country.
Beginning can be very difficult.

But beginning with life is really just as painful,  as confrontational, just as confusing, just as making insecure as dying is.

Take the foetus, safely vegetating in the womb.
There are, but we are assuming the ideal situation, no tensions. The mother's consciousness is 100% focused on the little one. In fact the last few weeks she has actually become the abdomen, the uterus with maximum love and attention and care for the little one.

But the little one has become big, the foetus has to go on. Signals are arising in the maternal body this huge special organ has to be divested. That this is not meant to continue, that this “innocent parasite” has requested enough from the body. Let's not get romantic about this. The body wants, no needs to repel this excessive proliferation in the body, it has to go away.

And this is for the foetus a very painful physical and emotional experience, it has to bugger off,  while it before was loved and cherished and cared for so much. A process of rejection has begun, it has to be mentioned in this manner. This is for the foetus drama number one.

Drama number two is to be squeezed through the channel of birth. People with claustrophobia will not be happy here. The foetus must squeezed out of the womb through  the canal of birth, which is stretched in a for the mother dramatically painful way. This pain, this anguish, this terrifying experience of the mother is the foetus experiencing in all its vulnerability and former security as a terrorist attack, so horrible, so oppressive, so painful, so strangling: these experiences -if it is lucky to be squeezed through the canal of birth for just a few hours- are intense for a small and vulnerable and helpless little being.

Drama number three is to have been born. First, the enormous anguish of the cutting of the umbilical cord and the need for breathing with not working lungs still full of amniotic fluid, but at the same time having lost the protective atmosphere and intimacy of the mother's body. The baby will breathe for sure,  the baby will get used to the autonomous independent life, certainly, but only when it feels something from the familiar smell and atmosphere of the parental body, the baby will fall asleep exhausted.

Overall, my son, it is true, being born is often as difficult as dying.

All babies and their mothers are blessed during childbirth.
 
My blessings to you all

Nr. 342

A new beginning, a new beginning every day, every day again

“Who is wise? One who learns from every man… Who is strong? One who overpowers his inclinations… Who is rich? One who is satisfied with his lot… Who is honorable? One who honors his fellows.” – Ben Zoma, Ethics of the Fathers, 4:1

My God, if I read this saying from the old Jewish fathers, such a feeling of hope is overwhelming me.

Just as if every day again You let us see the hidden scenes of life.
Just as if we can start all over again every day.
Just as if a great Truth is concealed over there.
A Truth that is just there.
And a Truth especially for us.
A Truth from which we can draw.
A Truth that can shake up our ordinary daily life again and again.
A Truth that allows us to start all over again.
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My son, are these words not all mine?

Are these questions this morning in this new year not all mine?
Am I not the One Who is dictating you all?
Am I not the One Who leads you to this saying?
Am I not the One Who confirms you in this all?

Man, wonderful creation of God.

Man, fruit of earthly limitation.
Man, promised fruit of eternity.
Simple evolutionary creature with Eternity in itself.
And this Self is God.
This Self is the Spark of God, the My God, the Particle of the Eternal God.

Your promise.

Your hope.
Your guarantee for eternal life.
Your chances for surviving the earthly death.

God, Who brings you to new truths.

God, Who brings you to new perspectives.
God, Who brings you to new opportunities.
God, Who brings you to new hope.

You all are getting every day the chance to start all over again.

And every day you get handed all that is necessary for that purpose.
Every day again all opportunities.
Even if it seems not.

And if you will absorb this ancient Jewish wisdom, meant for whole mankind, you will experience immediately new insights, new hope, a new elan, the promise, every day renewed,  of growth, perspective and eternity.
May Ben Zoma be blessed.

My blessings to you all

Nr. 311

Every day you may start all over again

Women Of Christ‏@Women_Of_Christ We all have setbacks in our yesterdays. But your past doesn’t define your future. Today is a new day

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This tweet illustrates the perspective of the spiritual world in relation to man.

You get each day a chance to start over.
You get each day a chance, when life is jammed.
You get each day Our blessing.
You get each day forgiveness for everything.
You get each day the opportunity to change.
You get each day the chance to repent.

You get each day handed everything to be happy.
You get each day the energy to start your future.
You get each day handed a clean slate.
You get each day sent the spirit of hope.
You get each day the opportunity to erase the past.

“We all have setbacks in our yesterdays. But your past doesn’t define your future. Today is a new day”

Today is a new day.
Today you can cancel your addictions.
Today you can learn to pray.
Today you can surrender your pain.
Today you may become sons of men.
Today you can ask God to carry your worries.

My blessings to you all

Nr. 117