Stupid behaviours lead to modesty

My good God, I was recently losing myself in the small, stupid and unhealthy attachments of life. I won't go into which ones they are, because that's not really that interesting. And when I had enjoyed myself so much, I sensed a great humility in myself. I don't have an inferiority complex, and I don't call myself a measly meaningless worm, but still. My self-image was : "oh what am I worth, how much can I do, how much do all the primitive forces in life have more to say about me than You God" I sighed. “What was I worth, what a wonderful stupid monkey I am".

Well, something like that. And in doing so, I experienced a smallness, a nothingness, and a nothingness, which gave me peace and a kind of simple sensation of relief. In any case, I wasn't exactly suffering from pride or great self-importance at the time.

And I thought of You and of the spiritual world and sighed, "What patience and love and power You have all to work with us. What a job for You All".

Well, I would ask You to comment on that?

My good son, My question this time is not "Has it brought you much, this behaviour? Did it help you, did you experience any good?" We park these questions, because they have been asked in other blogs. 

(Check https://watchthegod-english.blogspot.com/2013/06/renounce-yourself-teresa-from-avila.html )

And it is through: We are Patience, Love, Power. 

The Son of Man preferred to deal with tax collectors and whores, who knew a lot about the dark side of life but did not dare to think that God was thinking of them. He preferred to hang out with them rather than with priests and Pharisees who lived oh so righteously and knew very well everything about God and holy books and rituals.

Why do you think? 

The tax collectors and whores did not find much of themselves, were infinitely open to every straw of life, and Christ was indeed a straw of life, rather a rock in the surf. 

But the priests and Pharisees had a very high self-esteem and did not wonder anything. They were filled with self-importance, and had no questions, no need for support and counsel, and certainly did not want to hear anything new and painful, except to be confirmed very loudly that they were very special.

Every word of truth and love spoken by the Christ was absorbed and loved and internalized by the whores and tax collectors, but they were doubted and discussed and rejected by the priests and Pharisees. 

This is not a plea for sin and corruption, for addictions and songliness, but it is a plea for the wonderful works of God, Who in the poor in spirit and the oppressed and gloomy and the sick, the sighing and sinners, gets a lot of power and achieves much. And in the spiritual world, a whore with a big heart is welcomed with more joy than an icy cleric with a cold mind.

You were more open to Me after all your little stupid acts than before. I'd like to see that. Because with God, you can start over every day. 

The Christ said to the tax collectors and whores after a frank conversation: "Sin no more".

And almost without exception, they stopped sinning and became half-saints in life.  And the priests and Pharisees— ahh they crucified the Christ. 

Be blessed for your honesty. 

My blessings to you all

No 558

The promise of God to man

My God, would You like to say something about what You think of us, not especially of me, but how does the My God of every human being now considers Its man and Its work for that man? 

I'm happy to go into this subject. The My God of every human being is equally considering this. So I just tell My perception and that is pretty similar to the Others.

First of all, I am focused on your survival. And that means that I guide the process from the birth of your spiritual body and then, not the other way around, the creation of your foetus. But that's basically a cinch. For the rule is that every human being on earth, however undeveloped, with his spiritual body "behind" him, is assured of survival after the physical death of the body. This also happens with the expulsion of a foetus of less than a week, for example with abortion. In that sense, it's a murder, but We're leaving this topic to rest here.

In fact, the rest of human life is an endless series of experiences, choices, fates, and luck or bad luck. In all cases, therefore, man is assured of survival. And that's the whole goal. God wants the former ape, the evolutionary being who otherwise dies on earth, to be saved for eternity, partly by an "indwelling" Spark of God and so to have a place in God's dwellings.

I, as your My God, loves you. I cherish your choices for the good, prepare for your choices for evil, want you to be happy, but do not get off the path if you are unhappy. Even though I look at everything with compassion and of course do everything to support from the perspective of what I can and what I will. I prefer to participate in an extensive series of life experiences of various calibers, so that you arrive in the spiritual world with a good dose of experience. Nice if you have led a happy life but even better if you have led a life rich in experiences and insights. That’s what I prefer. So I'm not necessarily focused to see you happy.  Rather resilient, or flexible or open-minded. Happiness is a bonus. But I'd rather you bump your head horribly and gain great insights with that experience than that you live a calm and sedate life without worries. That does not yield much, something but not much.

But then misfortune, or bad luck, or suffering, or sadness or pain or illness, oh how much they bring to man. More than health, happiness or satisfaction. Even though those positive experiences also bring a lot. But I also know that a person can perish from illness, suffering, sorrow and therefore from despondency. And that is not the intention now. So I save you when it gets too bad, I soften the suffering, when it becomes unbearable to you. I lift you up when you seem to perish from the swamp on earth. I'll give you insights if you seem to get stuck in old grooves, wrong patterns or hopeless addictions.

But above all, My precious son, I love you. I cherish you. I forgive you a thousand times. I forgive your nonchalance, your unsuspectingness, your lovelessness, your selfishness, your self-indulgence. I forgive you for polluting your own nest, poor Mother Nature. I forgive you a thousand times. And I look at your life with a mother's love for her little girl, with a father's love for his son, with a parent's love for ALL the child's shortcomings.

In love I experience your birth, in love you growing up, in love your adult life and in love I look at your old age. And when the day comes when your old body gives up, and your spiritual body arrives in the spiritual world, I welcome it with all the love that God has in Itself, no matter how paltry the state of that spiritual body is. For God heals all wounds, God cares for all pain, God cherishes all sorrow, and God ultimately erases all the suffering of Its human being.

And then comes the beautiful long road to reunification between the My God and Its human being. This can be done in a short time but can also take many thousands of years. God has the time. So every My God takes Its time. Beautiful future, beautiful promise, dear future cherished by Us: helping a former ape with a short earthy life to develop into a spiritual man for eternity with ultimately the beauty of an angel, but the free will of God.   

My blessings to you all 

No. 534

Every choice and every action contribute to your spiritual home

The pursuit of the ideal—the striving to be Godlike—is a continuous effort before death and after. The life after death is no different in the essentials than the mortal existence. Everything we do in this life which is good contributes directly to the enhancement of the future life.

Treatise103 section 5 (page 1134)                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   My God, may I ask You. I was thinking about life and realized we actually choose all day long, for the small or the big, for the healthy or the unhealthy, for the good or the bad, for the loveless or the loving. And actually so to speak everything is really important and has big consequences. And at the same time, there should be no stress and tension and pressure and a sacred must, because then we become rigid fundamentalists. And then I also came across this quote from the Urantia book, which confirms that everything is really very important.  How do we reconcile all this?

Would You like to  comment on this? 

 It's a paradox, My son, and I like to comment on this. Especially since nowadays more than before people have come to believe that everything must be possible, so to speak the sacred individualism while at the same time everything has consequences, as We know.  How do you reconcile that all, and what is Our perspective from the spiritual world?  Here it  comes

First of all Our perspective because that determines your perspective, in the end. 

We view everything with great love, great patience and a lot of compassion. It is true that everything has permanently great consequences, and that you must always suffer the consequences of your actions, sooner or later. Even if you do so in the deepest secret, hidden in your own home, or in your inner self.  

But the consequences are just, the laws of God are simple and the hints of God to do the right endlessly and the patience of God as you goof, in a thousand times and endlessly.  So in a way, namely Our way, everything is fine, even if it's not fine. This sentence is very important, My son, 

everything is fine, even if it is not fine.

Because the consequences, the corrections, the perspectives and the correct course of action are already embedded in the failure to act properly. Unconditionally and accurately.   

And now your perspective.

So everything you do always has great consequences, because there is no sparrow falling off the roof and God will know of it. Everything you do is extremely important. It is literally a permanent building of your spiritual home. You are contributing constantly to your spiritual dwelling with all your thoughts, all your feelings and all your actions.

And if you come to realize that you can create a ruin, but also a spiritual palace, why contribute even longer to a ruin? What is the point of destroying life by your own actions, making life ugly, planning your own future suffering. Why would you still do so? 

I like to mention the remark of a married woman who mused about possible infidelity because she ran into a nice other man. She spoke the winged words: "When I consider what an anguish I call over my loved ones and myself when I go into this possible infidelity, I recline and realize that I am not in favour of it and do not want to do so”.  

And that would be a nice approach for all of you, if you deal with this paradox. Do you want to accept the consequences of your pernicious actions for the environment and for yourself? And if that's what you want and you are doing the pernicious thing, then it's fine as well. Not immediately, but it'll be fine later on, after some suffering. And that’s an euphemism.

My blessings to you all

No 491

The love of God is enough

I am so busy and have so many people with problems around me that I , that’s how I feel it, let myself be walked all over lately. I have got a touch of the flu and one evening I am really afraid that I will be struck down by a severe flu, all the signs are there and all the symptoms too. Just before I get caught by a flu, I am always really down. In short, I don't feel up to life anymore and I sigh to God: `Oh my God, please don't let me get sick, I have to do so much at work and will really harm people when I call in sick, please please please don't let me get sick and give me some perspective because I don't feel up to anything at all anymore. `

You don't get sick. Do not worry.

After a mediocre night and an intensive day at work, I actually feel pretty good next evening, everything worked out on the day and I really feel more pleasure for life. I thank I thank I thank the good God that my prayer was answered.

My good son, you suffer a lot for Me, you carry many burdens of others on your shoulders. You are an advocate for many in the spiritual world who are stuck in old patterns and need your prayer from the earth. I saved you from a bad flu. You earned this.

But my God, how is this possible? I make so many mistakes and so many things don't work. And I'm so messed up with praying and with immoderate living. And I'm burdened by all those thoughts that jump around in a million ways. I don't find myself very inspiring. It's just not enough.

My good son, My love is there for your life. My love is there for your efforts. For your goodwill, for your compassion for others. My love is there for your shortcomings and imperfections.

Is My love not enough?

I am really touched and I thank God thank God thank God. I feel the love, for my whole being, without having to do anything, learn anything, perform anything.

Be blessed, my good son.

My blessings to you all

No 487

The love of God is bigger than the fuss of man

I was a little bit of downing myself and hadn't done all sorts of things that I normally do such as praying regularly and had done quite a few things that are not good for me related to eating and drinking. I was dissatisfied with myself, and how often am I not? I was laying in bed and said to God "I'm sorry God I'm so busy with nothing. And I think that I am too popular with You, I treat You as if You were a friend of mine, I am often so casual and careless, I think I have no idea of Your Holiness and Greatness and I talk to You as if You live around the corner. And actually I do not want to hear Your answer, so ashamed I will be of what I will hear. You will surely find me again a little loser?" The answer naturally came immediately. 

My dear beloved son, I see all your efforts, all your worries especially about others, I see your good will, I see your hard work, I see how much you do your best. It is certainly true that you have no understanding of My Holiness, and you are very often nonchalant and careless, you do not know with Whom you are dealing with and you certainly treat Me as a friend of yours. Sometimes I have to smile at your carelessness, and then I realize that you don't know with whom you are dealing with. But do know, my dear and beloved son, that I also cherish your closeness and familiarity, am I not as close to you as a friend, am I not in your heart, am I am not more near than your friends and family and don’t I want to be this very close to you and that familiar?
But especially know this one thing 

“My love for you is many times bigger than your regret about yourself”

Feel reassured and feel blessed and desired and highly sought after, My son.

 

My blessings to you all

No 463

 

 

Nature in the spring of 2018

In recent weeks nature in the Netherlands and I noticed in Western Europe as well was so incredibly beautiful, more than in a normal spring. The combination of a cold period, lots of rain and suddenly warm days made the green of the trees and shrubs have a supernatural glow, just as if it had a magical touch. Would You like to comment on this?

And so it was. You have been given a taste of what is awaiting you in the spiritual world related to nature. You saw the new leaves of the trees light up as if they were emitting light for themselves, as if they were spreading a magical green light over the earth and were for themselves a source of light.

And so it is in the spiritual world with everything you’ll see. The inner light that radiates from everything is a reflection of the love and the omnipotence and greatness and wisdom of God Itself. Pure beauty, pure harmony, pure love having become form in nature.

The beautiful spring on earth in certain parts of the world is a foretaste of what awaits men after the transition to the spiritual world. But I have to make the comparison: the nature of this spring in 2018 relates to nature in the spiritual world as a sandbox to the beach. It will greatly exceed your expectation.

 
My blessings to you all

No 423

The intactness, the spiritual perspective of chastity (2)

My God, I'm curious about this blog.

Be curious, my son.

Intactness, harmlessness, wholeness are the spiritual deeper meaning of chastity. I take intactness because it is purer experienced by you than harmlessness is (after an accident) or wholeness is (a little too New Age-like).
Chastity has in the spiritual world, from the perspective of God, the meaning of intactness. Someone is so to speak not harmed, not hit, not violated by life, by imperfections, by mistakes, by weaknesses, by ignorance.
Someone who is intact starts something without reserves, in big openness, pure, uninhibited and totally fresh. Someone who is intact, is so to speak in colours white, which is all full colours together.
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And now comes the big secret message of the loving God to man on earth. God looks at man as he was and how he will be.

Every day, your worry and anxiety and mistakes are taken away from you, if you want to. Every day you can start again freshly, no matter what happened, no matter what went wrong, no matter how violated you are. When you are understanding, what went wrong, and when you want to try again in all sincerity, then find God this okay, then you are forgiven everything for a thousand times to a thousand times, then you start in the eyes of God again,  completely with a clean slate, then you are in the eyes of God intact again .

So simple proves the love of God for man to be. Every day you can start over again intactly, untouchedly again, completely chastely. In any case, and what has happened. This is forgiveness, this is the sinless state that God gives to man, this is the incarnate love of God for Its creation.

Therefore you stay in the eyes of God intact, because God looks back and looks ahead and does not conceive your temporary state of tactness, of unchastity too heavily.
God accepts you and loves you in completely the same way before, during and after you have flopped.

My blessings to you all

Nr. 365

Lack of love in the shower

I stood under the shower and felt very inadequately. I would get a busy day, didn’t sleep well and felt quite depressed. I said to My God: "I'm such an idiot and what is everything a fuss. I don’t feel like the day, I am dissatisfied with myself, I find myself a clumsy scraper. Really wretchy little fuss. Of course You will like to give a reaction to this all?

My dear, beloved son, what are you back hard on yourself. What are you ruthless and intolerant again. Give love to yourself. Give love to yourself. Give love to yourself. And if you take this on for a year long, then you still will not approach the love that I am giving to you.

"Oh My God, I said, the message is received. So much love from You and so little I am giving to myself. Thank you for the message. I actually feel better now.

Be blessed.

 
My blessings to you all

Nr. 352

Stopping with the struggle

My God, last week I really had a bad day.
I was tired, suffered from worrying about my work, I was really depressed and actually despondent. I felt bad.
I walked in a forest and did not really see how beautiful everything was: it had just rained, the earth was fragrant, everything was so green. And since there was no wind all got an almost heavenly atmosphere. And those beautiful old beech trees, which I passed.
I saw everything, but I just felt totally bad.

Suddenly I realized I was really into my emotions, and I was not treating them very nicely. And You had just before given me the blog "Emotions are some".

So I actually got scared and grumbled to myself: “Putting pretty good texts on the Internet and for yourself not listening to them at all, what a guy you are”.
I said to You: "Sorry, My God, maybe I can make an effort with Your help?"
You said, "Please, My son."

I looked at my depression and said, "You may be here, I thank you, because you are bringing me so much: understanding for others who are struggling, I take some rest, you let me feel not everything in life has to be okay, that all successes are not self-evident".

And I remembered those who are always depressed, while I am occasionally depressed. Depression dispenses her presence, as much as I can have.
And I felt how my depression got a place in my being and became surrounded by a soft, golden covering and if it suddenly became good and bearable to experience.

I looked at my fatigue and said, "Why should you not be here? Aren’t you having a reason for your presence in my life? You just show me I have done too much and I have asked too much from my body and my mind. I thank you you're here. You are calling a halt to me, you are asking me to take some rest, that’s all”.

And suddenly I literally felt so much love for my fatigue, as if God looked at me in this manner.

So I look indeed at you, My son, with much more love than you are experiencing now.

And it was as if my fatigue became surrounded by a soft, golden covering and if it was suddenly well, just being there.

So I examined emotion to emotion, peacefully and lovingly.

And gradually, something changed in my being. I did not feel anymore as if I was lying on my back, and as if I was burdened with negative emotions, not being able to move.
I now had the sensation I was literally standing right up in my own shoes, and that all negative emotions had gotten an own place in my being and suddenly I felt so much love for all those emotions, for myself, for life. And I said to God: "It's Your love I am feeling now, isn’t it, not mine?".

It's My love you are feeling, and this love is always at your disposal, day and night, and know that you're in this love very close to Me, because of the way you are looking now at your so called negative emotions.

And certainly for three days I lived in a world of space and peace and love and welcomed all negative emotions and looked forward to the tough days sure to come.

And then I lost everything again, and became swallowed up by even more violent emotions, which drew me even further from home and God, and I realized I still had a long way to go.

But I also knew what was possible in my life with the love of God.

I thank you God for everything.

Be blessed.

My blessings to you all

 

God loves a criminal as much as It loves a saint

Can I ask you something?
Everyone has a spark of God. God within.
Is it harder for a spark of God to live in a criminal than in a saint?

I do like to comment on this.
God, living in the heart of a criminal who kills or tortures or rapes, has as much love for this person as God, living in a holy man, praying and loving and listening to God’s will.

Human love can not imagine this, but divine love can not act otherwise.
Does a mother not even love her child more, which is derailed than her child following the straight path?
Is her heart not even with more love and more attention and more compassion and perhaps even sorrow focused on her derailed child? Is she not even more praying for it?
Is the heart of a father not even more concerned about his child, who can not manage in the world than about the child arranging it all?  

And so it is with God.
So it is with the indwelling God.
So it is with the spark of God.

The spark of God in a criminal gives all divine love to His derailed man.
And knows of the caused pain.
And knows of the long detour.
And knows of the trace of sadness.
And knows of the profound effects on this man and on his fellow man.
And knows of the life experience.
And knows of the new possibilities and opportunities arising for everyone and everything.
And knows of the long path of suffering and sorrow and regret the criminal can expect when he returns from his derailment.
And knows of the particular possibilities and opportunities arising as someone is returning to the Father-Mother house.
And knows of the joy in the spiritual world when someone is returning to God.
And knows of the consequences of suffering and sorrow.

And knows the evil is not there because of the evil but for the sake of the good.
And knows God will prevail sooner or later.
And knows of the glorious joy of the derailed and lost and returning son.

And the spark of God is knowing this all, while It is giving Its love to the derailed criminal.
And therefore God is loving a criminal as much as It is loving a saint.

Be blessed for your innocent questions, My son.

My blessings to you all

 

 

Can there be ONE place in the universe without the presence of God?

Today so to speak in the beginning of a new year, from Our perspective a new year is meaning nothing, from your perspective it is a chance to start all over again, to have intentions, to get rid of old patterns and to forsake addictions.

Why don’t you all begin the year with this question: "Is there ONE place in the universe without Gods presence? And because this is so, is there ONE place in the universe where not everything is supported and cherished and cared for in Gods attention, in Gods power, in Gods energy, thus in Gods love? "

Behold of a flower and know the flower is growing according to the expectations of God.
Behold of a tree, and know the tree is grasping with his roots in the earth and reaching to the sky, all according to the wishes of God.
Behold of a river, and know this river is complying to the physical laws of God.
Behold of mother earth, and know this earth is conforming to the plans of God.
Behold of man, and know that man is carrying within itself the promise of God.
Behold of a child, and know this child is having the blessing of God.
Behold of yourself and know you can propagate a Part of God into the world.
Behold of your behavior and know this behavior can work for or against God.
Behold of your addictions and know your “My God” is waiting for the renunciation of it.
Behold of your intentions and know your “My God” is waiting for you, waiting for you, waiting for you.

Do know, you all, this new year can be the first day of your new life, a life of freedom, a life of wisdom, a life of good will, a life in surrender, a life in silence, a life of love for God .
And do know, you all, in any case, in all your choices, even in the most pernicious, negative, hopeless addictions and behaviors, God is with you, God is staying with you, God is in you, God is loving you, and is only waiting until the chains with addictions are broken by your free will.

God loves you so much you are carrying a Part of God within you, your "My God," being closer to you than your partner, your heart, your lips.
Know that you all are having the love of God, unconditionally.
And your behavior, and your choices, and your intentions in this new human year are not detracting this unconditional love.

BUT your choices are vital for your propagating of Gods love into the world. Because then everything is requiring great precision. For your "My God" can not take an active part in the world through a dirty heart, a confused mind, a ruined body, addicted emotions. Thus your renunciation of addictions is of vital interest not only for yourself but also for the whole world.

My blessings to you all

Nr. 139

Man is living in credit

If I ask You to roll down all the consequences of my negative actions fully on myself,then You are always saying: I will roll down all the consequences of your actions on yourself as far as I am allowing it.
What do You mean by this saying?

If We were allowing to roll down all the consequences of your actions on yourselves, you would on site implode, cease to exist. For the simple reason you are living for 100% in credit. You are getting everything, you are receiving everything and you can hardlydo something in return. Life is a gift, so if you are asking for justice you couldn’t handle this energetically. Spoken in "karmic" terms. Life is 100% a gift, life is an act of pure love of God. So you are living 100% in debt to God and to all the spiritual helpers,you are empty-handed, you are creatures. So if you think in your hubris you are capable of paying back everything and as soon as possible, then this is an impossible desire.

From energetical perspective a ridiculous question. Thinking in terms of cause and effect this comes from great ignorance.

When the ego, grasping and holding everything tightly, realizes this fully, one may live in truth. The truth will set the personality free.

Incidentally, We appreciate your request though. And it is very positive, because We know that you do not want to harass anyone with your unconscious behavior and actually are wanting to understand the consequences of your actions.And this is what you get as much as possible. Therefore I say: I will roll down the consequences of your actions on you, to the extent I am allowing it.

My blessings to your sincere wish.

My blessings to you all

Nr. 97