Being all alone

Oh, when I'm all alone, I let out a deeper sigh

A  female  friend of mine said that when we talked about how hard it is to stay true to yourself when you're with others, even if they're so close to you. I myself have noticed that for years I thought I was myself with others. But I have noticed that I am always busy with the other person, even if you live together. And being all alone, oh, how I have come to experience that as a blessing, an opportunity for deepening and inner peace and a chance to get closer to You. Would You like to elaborate on this?

One of the opportunities to come closer to Me, My Son, is through the other. We'll leave that topic for now. That has been a topic of many other blogs.

So now your topic. Letting out a deeper sigh when you're alone. And it is clear, your friend means a sigh of relief, a sigh of peace, a sigh of happiness. Finally alone, finally relaxed, finally coming to inner peace. Finally coming to a deepening of your thoughts and feelings, without being disturbed by the presence of someone else.

And then finally come to God. Because that's how it can go. God is waiting in your inner being until you turn to God. That is the divine law of free will that is cherished by God. At last you are addressing God, and not the thousand other signals from the outside world. And you all know that there are many, including those of social media. Of course, there are also many signals from the inner world, and really not always refreshing ones. I just mention hate or lust or fear or anger. We will leave that alone too.

One of the signals from the inner world is the signal from God. You only hear My soft, subtle, loving voice when the cacophony in your environment and when the cacophony in your inner self have stopped. Only then do you hear Me. Only then do you hear My whisperings, only then do you hear My call.

Come to Me. Listen to Me. Follow Me. Love Me. See Me. Be with Me. Hear My will. Hear My wishes. Hear My suggestions. Hear My valuable advice. Get information about your  path, about your happiness, about your spiritual possibilities, about your Soul.

And then let out a deeper sigh. And know that this sigh is welcomed by Me. That I have been waiting for that sigh. That that sigh brings you to Me. That this sigh is also inspired by My ways. Blessed be your friend.

My blessings to you all

No 580

I am amazed at Yours free will

I want to ask You. I am still amazed that You as Omnipotence make Yourself dependent in man on the free will of that man. The biggest madman on earth can do his thing with that free will. Look around us at how the world is doing. But also at myself. I can act stupid, think wrong, act unhealthy, be unkind to someone else out of frustration. And You just cooperate. I have understood, the sun also shines for everyone, criminal or not. That's how it works, of course. But You, Almighty God, My God-Spark, You are totally dependent on my whims and caprices. That doesn't make sense, does it?

 When you put it like that, it seems strange. You can go ahead with My energy, and also abuse it. And I just give. Yet it only seems strange, it is not. Your so-called abuse, and then you are a relatively good person, let alone a serious criminal or a criminal dictator, they all just go about their business. And God just gives. So it seems, because appearances can be deceiving. The misuse of the energy of God is embedded in a perfect system of laws of supervision, justice and love.

 Someone is doing something wrong. Period.

And misuses God's energy. Period.

But let Me list what actually happens:

·         That person just does it and causes a lot of sorrow and destruction and suffering around him

·         That person has a conscience somewhere deep inside that will come into play in due course and then he will learn from his mistakes

·         Later, someday, once, completely with the same power and intention, that person will get everything back on his plate, in this life or afterwards.

·         That person then goes down a long road of bewilderment, guilt, sadness and shame about this life

·         The former criminal becomes the most motivated helper in the spiritual world one day, so in the long run everything is put right in the criminal.

·         Fortunately, that person is not responsible for how another person reacts to the consequences of his crimes.

·         The alleged victim of the perpetrator can undergo the misery and experiences a lot of grief and suffering

·         The victim can become stronger, learn from it, see how not to act in life, respond to the consequences of the crime with love and wisdom.

·         In addition to suffering and sorrow the crimes also evoke love, unity, resilience, combativeness and goodness in the victim and his environment.

·         The crimes take place within the creations of God, so there are frameworks, laws, rules, consequences (also behind the scenes) that make the crime generate the multiple good deeds in the long run and ultimately make up for everything.

·         This is the most important thing: everything is 100% made right, rectified, cured for everyone. So literally: starting with the crime, a chain reaction is set in motion of healing, even if it is not seen by man. The pernicious behaviour thus not only exists as such, but in the long run only causes insight, happiness and surrender.

 

In short, God makes Itself dependent on man's free will, certainly. And God knows better than anyone that this happens in a flawlessly beautiful and just system of life.

 

My blessings to you all 

No 577

God Depends on Us

God is the Adjuster, man is the decision-maker

 I have to get something off my chest, my God. I had experienced something again and noticed that I and my fellow human being in that situation were so incredibly clumsy, stubborn, short-sighted, a bit primitive too. And then I thought, "How terribly dependent You are on us, on our will, on our attachments, on our short-sightedness. Actually incomprehensibly dependent. You God depends on us little people.

That's right, My son. God has made Itself totally dependent on your free will. Whichever way you go. No matter how wrong you choose. No matter how evil things you come up with. God cooperates. God is totally dependent on your little will. Of course you're surprised about that, it's also amazing. The Creator of the cosmos, who is subservient to the free will of a small, short-sighted, limited creature. That seems ridiculous.

But it's not. A grand and well-thought-out plan is at the heart of this, with clear goals, clear methods, such as evolution, and also completely successful "on the long run". For your freewill is embedded in a beautiful system of cosmic laws, through which you become wiser through every trial and error. And finally, after a large and impressive detour with all your experiences and insights, you will surrender gloriously to the Will of God completely, out of your own free will. There is no other way.

In the whole process of evolution from beast to spirit, from the development of the ape-man to saint on earth, nothing is lost, nothing is left unused, every experience, however miserable, is a source of strength and insight for the future spiritual man. The greatest criminals will one day become very good helpers of Christ. And the good people on earth too, of course, but in a different way. So, in a way, everything is going to be fine. God knows that. The spiritual helpers know that. The guardian angels know that. Your soul knows that.

 God is the Adjuster, man is the decision maker

And now comes the punch line. Through your conscience, intuition, heart and also through your mind, I offer all the knowledge and skill and wisdom there is. I am the Adjuster of your life, of your mind, of your attitude. However, what you do with it depends on the size of your evolved consciousness and on your free will. And that free will is a thing, as they say these days. You are the decision-maker. You decide whether you listen to it, you decide what to do with it. You decide how long you will deny the beautiful signals of God. Freewill is cherished by Us because only in this way you will become independent, wise and free beings. We don't need Earth's robots in the cosmos. And so with your freewill you do what you do. Just look at the past, just look around you, and beware of the near future. So be it. Everything fits into a grand and glorious plan of God, in that sense you can trust in the good outcome. In the meantime, We wish you strength with "the earthly party", that's really something.

My blessings to you all

No 571

You are children of the earth and are becoming children of the Stars

My God, This quote I probably got from You? Would You like to comment on this at the beginning of a new year? 

My son, that's what I like to do. You are evolutionary creatures, children of earth and, like all other beings such as plants and animals, you would be absorbed into the spirit of your species after your physical death, but would not survive individually. That's how it was. 

Because you have developed your own individual will through evolution, God lives within you. The individual gift of God to you earthly beings is called the spark of God, My God, Atman and whatever else all religions have come up for names of the indwelling God.

Since then, you have been able to survive as an individual being after physical death, and have become children of the Stars. And this process has been exceptionally facilitated by the arrival of the Son of man on earth. The World of Stars is now completely open to you. Christ not only made the gates of eternity more accessible, but lubricated the hinges and the locks and made the gate of heaven luminous, and paved the way to it and made the path more visible.

All religions, without exception, have been pointing for ages to this gate and to the possibility of attaining eternity. All religions have received and proclaimed revelations that have paved, facilitated, and explained the way to heaven. And all religions on earth promise this one thing: You man can become children of the Stars, even if it is formulated differently by each religion.

In this new year, repeat this saying "I am a child of the earth and become a child of the Stars", make it a mantra, consider it and discuss it with your fellow human beings and all will feel the light in their hearts, the hope in their being and the energy of the Stars. The path is thus levelled even more and so you all, children of the earth, become childeren of the Stars even earlier, and faster and better and with more certainty.  

My blessings to you all

No 545

Overcoming addictions on earth is less painful than in after life

Thus, in his weakness and worldly habit, each one will find a certain cross, which will prepare him much more pain in the spiritual world, if he has not overcome it in this world completely or largely victoriously, with much less difficulty*

 

My God, may I ask You.

I have already experienced a few times now, that someone has not overcome an earthly addiction and sometimes even dies because of that earthly addiction. And now I came across this quote from Jakob Lorber. Actually, I think it's intense, would You like to comment on this?

Of course I do so.

Why is this intense, isn't it rather logically and justly, understandably and usefully arranged in this way?  

Let’s recall someone who is addicted to alcohol and therefore dies ten years earlier in great solitude. Because the negative consequences of alcohol are among other things a destruction of the body and a deformity of character, so that someone becomes aggressive, intolerant, evil and unloving to the loved ones in his environment, and therefore logically becomes very alone in life. Who wants such a person?

This person is of course lovingly taken care of in the spiritual world and receives beneficial attention and a restoration of his spiritual body, which is deformed and weakened by the earthly consequences of alcohol abuse. And it doesn't take spiritual guidance to make this person realize very quickly that he has wasted his life. And because the person craving alcohol obviously does not get a drop of alcohol served, We like the best approach here, someone quickly comes to clarity and insights.

We leave aside here someone who has become so evil on earth that he becomes a demon in the spiritual world and remains bound to the earth and tries to incite others to alcohol abuse in order to experience something of the alcohol rush. These are insane exceptions. 

I'm talking about a nicely raised person with a good heart, who has nevertheless been derailed.

And there is that person, looking back on his earthly life. Do you know how horrible regret is, My Son? Intense excruciating all-consuming regret when one gets the insight that one could have done otherwise, that one has made wrong choices, that one has been weak to oneself. When in fact one should have dealt with oneself ruthlessly. Intense regret, and even though everything in the spiritual world is put right and one is given thousands of opportunities to make up for everything one has done wrong, one would have wanted otherwise and this realization will continue for centuries. Not because God wants it, not because it has to be, but because one for oneself cannot forget the memory of this wasted life, even though one has  forgiven oneself.

Thus, in his weakness and worldly habit, each one will find a certain cross, which will prepare him much more pain in the spiritual world, if he has not overcome it in this world completely or largely victoriously,  with much less difficulty

And now we come to the most important thing.   On earth, a person can really tackle an addiction or largely overcome it with less effort. But that is what one must want.  And that is the core of the regret in the spiritual world, one then comes to realize that one did not really want to. That one always has chosen the pleasures of addiction. Because addiction really means nothing more than being a slave. And it is a horrifying realization “here above” when one comes to realize that one wanted to remain a slave. And a person who overcomes his addiction on earth stops being a slave. I cannot describe to you the joy of everyone who arrives in the spiritual world and then makes contact with the intense relief that one has overcome the addiction on earth and not too late in the spiritual world.

So, My son, the words of Jakob Lorber are not intense, but bear witness to a glorious truth. Intense is someone who dies as an addict. 

And the above story applies to all addictions and pernicious habits, even though each addiction or pernicious habit has a different price.  

All addicts are nevertheless blessed. 

My blessings to you all

*Jakob Lorber, Heavenly gifts (Hi, New revelations, II p. 221.6)   

No 540

God always reaches us in the end

God meets us where we are. Even if we have the smallest crack that opens the door to our hearts, God will find his entrance*

Would You like to say something about this? 

If that little crack isn't there, God knows it will come someday. Often already in this life, sometimes only in the spiritual world. Even in hell or for sure in hell, God is ready at the slightest crack. 

But what does that crack mean and how should you practically envision it?

Well, so: that crack is a question mark in consciousness, where man first lived in an exclamation mark.

An exclamation mark: man lives in conceit, trusts only in his own will, his own ideas, his own thinking. He knows exactly how the world works and one should not tell him anything about life and certainly not about God, who will probably not exist with that man either. 

A question mark: man is very confused, is at the end of his rope, sits with a huge struggle and despair and asks a question. Or prays by faith.

Examples are:

God, are You helping me?

I don't know what to do anymore, are You showing me the way?

The desperate lonely exclamation: help?

 

Of course, this is a charged and contrived dichotomy, but the principle is clear. God and the spiritual world respect free will to the hole. And even if a man walks in a thousand locks at once, if he does not experiences an ? in his consciousness, God cannot do anything. But fortunately, every road, even a seeming dead end, even if it is a dramatic and destructive detour, always leads to God. 

And then one more thing: if man lives in conceit, walks dead ends, and is totally lost in earthly terms, then it is not the case that the important law of God that man's free will is always respected is the only law. Then it would look quite hopeless to man. There are also other laws that can supplement or overrule this law or certainly do not subtly point out to man the great limitations of his free will. Like the law of love, or the law of justice, or the law of cause and effect. 

That is why man always comes good in the end, sooner or later, goodly or badly, consciously or unconsciously, involuntarily or voluntarily. 

Dawn Eden and Marcus Grodi are blessed.

My blessings to you all

*Interview You Tube Marcus Grodi and Dawn Eden 2012-11-12

No 528

The freedom of man between experience and thought (Krishnamurti)

Can there be a gap, an interval between the sensation and thought? Can one look at this not by will but by watchfulness? And can one by this never be indentified with the sensation and never ask oneself ‘I want to have this?’ (Krishnamurti)

I saw on YouTube a video of the very elderly Krishamurti who spoke these words at the end of his reflection. It touched me very much because I suddenly felt that there lies the key to a lot of suffering and derailed desire and materialism. Would You like to elaborate on this?

This is certainly a key and I am happy to go into it.

Using the senses means that man sees, feels, experiences and enjoys with the senses all the beauty and all the richness of full life. That's a simple fact, Krishamurti says, and this applies to all. What happens next?

The senses stimulate thoughts and feelings and then desire arises, one wants to have it. But it is indeed possible for man to remain only with the senses, and to cherish a space between the sensory sensation and the desire/thought afterwards. And one can look at that space as one sees the blue sky between the clouds. And one can do this without effort, without effort at all, but with the utmost attention.

In that space between sensory sensation and thinking/feeling is the freedom of man and the spiritual mission. In that space one can stay with attention and thus avoid becoming identified with the object and prevent oneself from wanting it, wanting to own it, wanting to keep it. And so become unhappy if one does not have it or does not get it.

And one will stay happy then because one only experiences, not desires. In this way, freedom is cherished, “obsession” is prevented and one can be happy with the sensation just for what it is, one can continue to enjoy with empty hands and a free attitude. 

Krishnamurti is blessed.  

My blessings to you all

No. 518

 

The respect of a guardian angel for man

My God, if I may ask You?

I have to admit here in this blog  that I can just talk to my guardian angel like I do  to You, so I also hear what my guardian angel says to me.  When I speak to my guardian angel, of course I say Thou, in Dutch U), and my guardian angel also says Thou to me, it seems normal to me "saying Thou and showing respect in a conversation between civilized beings". But somehow, I feel like that this Thou is being spoken to me with even more reverence. I dare not ask my guardian angel if my feeling is correct, that his Thou seems to me to be worth much more than my Thou against him. Or is it because I am ignorant and my guardian angel is a pure creature of God that I ask this?

Would You like to comment on this?

 My good and humble son, do not hesitate to ask Me this kind of questions, seemingly insignificant and far-fetched, but behind this question one of the greatest truths of the cosmos is hidden. And that's why I like to go into it. 

 A guardian angel will always say Thou to his or her human being with great respect and the utmost reverence, without exception. And that's because the guardian angel knows about the indwelling Spark of God. And therefore knows of God's tremendous great promise to man that every man can become Son or Daughter of God and thus live up to the example of the Christ, the best example on earth. So the guardian angel says Thou because the promise of God, which awaits every man, is so great, so holy and so exalted that a guardian angel with the greatest difficulty would dare to say just you. Not so. Thou is the right of man from the moment the indwelling God guides this man.

And then there is a second important reason: the guardian angel also says Thou  because a guardian angel cannot derail, cannot do wrong and cannot abuse its will. And within every guardian angel there is an exceptionally great awe of man's free will, and one knows what a wonderful and also life-threatening instrument God has given to man. And that's why a guardian angel says Thou to a human in advance. Out of respect and in awe of this difficult but wonderful task for man to learn to use his will. For man can become a god, in the end, and a guardian angel not. 

Every guardian angel is blessed. 

My blessings to you all

No 512

Is almost everyone capable of becoming a criminal?

My God, may I ask You. I read an article about the essay "The banality of evil" by Hannah Ahrendt. In it, she describes that the greatest criminals in history were actually ordinary people, and by means of a bureaucratic system and by reasonless thinking, gradually became criminals. She came up with this after the trial of Adolf Eichmann. Would You like to comment on this?

Life is not that simple. Hannah Ahrendt is also quite maligned for her philosophical ideas, but not entirely justified.

Not nearly everyone is capable of becoming a criminal in the situation that Adolf Eichmann was in. And he knew that himself, see the sadness in his eyes from later photos *. Along the way, he knew very well what he had done. And that he was not a victim of his situation but that he had systematically suppressed his conscience.

It is true that often circumstances make a person a criminal.

It is true that often the spirit of the age makes someone a criminal.
It is true that consistently not thinking and overthinking make someone a criminal.
It is true that consistently suppressing the signals of the conscience and the heart make one a criminal.
So much more or less the tendency of Hannah Ahrendt's story.

But something else is more crucial and more important and more the cause of someone slipping into a criminal or an angel.

And that is the place of the ego or God in the inner self.
Who sits on the throne of the inner self in man? Or who occasionally sits on the throne of the inner self in man?. Or who is occasionally invited to take a seat on the throne of the inner self?

Is that the ego or is that God?

If only a single moment would sigh man in all his crime and derailment "my God, my God why have You forsaken me?" and the change will take place, the derailment will stop and the crime will brought to a halt.

And Adolf Eichmann did not, not once in his criminal derailment, and when he got the tendency to conscience he suppressed it and once he got signals he did not listen to the signals grimly. And then you get what we know of Adolf Eichmann's criminal life, of evil incarnate.
In the spiritual world, Adolf Eichmann is still correcting what he has done in his earthly life.

But now I come to My point where Hannah Ahrendt is mistaken.

Adolf Eichmann also once refused to really listen to God in his inner self.

Adolf Eichmann also once refused to allow God to enter his inner throne.
Adolf Eichmann also refused to act once on the signals of his conscience and heart.
And that is not banal.

What Adolf Eichmann did was to listen systematically and consistently to the monkey of God rather than to God. He consistently listened to the devil instead of to God. He consistently listened to evil rather than to the good. And it does not matter that the devil or evil had taken the form of Adolf Hitler.

And after his trial and during his prison years and after his death, Adolf Eichmann has been busy with nothing but this one, with this one question, burdened with terrible all-consuming feelings of regret "why did I listen to the devil and not to God?"

And finally, most people are incapable of permanent and consistently criminal derailment simply because they always once upon a time listen to their conscience or let God one single moment on the throne of the inner self, consciously or unconsciously.

My blessings to you all

 
* Check a photo taken in his cell in 1961 (15 years after the war)

No 478