At a certain moment I was really saying no to myself and my attachments. But one night I suddenly had permitted myself alcohol indeed and that's not much in my case, but still too much for me to drink. That then didn’t go well down so I was really a little sick. Yes, two glasses of wine, no more. I sighed to God: "My God, in this way I am completely cornered”.
What God commented:
My son, but it is My corner.
I felt deeply ashamed.
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