Why have You forsaken me?
I am here. Feel assured.
Why do I only hear Your voice and do I not feel Your support? I'm struggling with life, tired of all efforts, I feel burdened by all my worries. My nights are tormented by anxiety and nightmares. I tryto surrender to You, but my whole personality is doing other stuff.
I know You're there. And You are saying that this is a trial, temporary, but My dear God, whyaren’t those wordscomforting me, why do I not feel them ?
Why do I feel all alone, wretched man in a cold cosmos, all comfort seems to be so far away, and the fear and misery so near.
About Your voice, I am thinking now I invented it myself, the revelations seem sofar away, the inspiration is gone.
I am alone with my body, which is tired and stressed and overworked and staying sick in bed, and there is nothing else.
I am alone with a troubled and confused mind, full of fears and worries.
Who am I then to hear Your voice, look at me, shouldn’t I be inspired, shouldn’t I be an example?Shouldn’t I demonstrateGod in my life is making me a better person? Why is this all there is?
Feel assured. And know that you are loved by
Do not worry.
My blessings to you all
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