My God, may I ask You. It's
been over a month since I received a blog. When I think about the blogs, there
is no inspiration, I often think 'hasn't everything been said?'. And I never
think, maybe we should stop, because we've already passed that station a few
times. So I sit here and ask You, tell me, please?
Ah, My
good son. So you still fall into the old trap, that you have to come up with a
topic or a quote and then I will come up with the content and the words. That
is certainly the case. But also the suggestion of inspiration comes from Me,
also the search and finding of a quote, saying or beautiful anecdote comes from
Me. So what do you want, what else can you do but just open up and wait for Me.
Your ego is still present and has a sense of responsibility, of having to take
initiative, of involvement. But it is absent in this whole process, you are no
more than a listener, you are not an inspired prophet, not a cause of news, not
a responsible person in the blogs. Other than as a listener. And who knows,
maybe the best messages will come at times when you least expect it.
Isn't
that your life experience too?
At
crucial moments, when hope seems lost, I reach out to you, I give you new hope,
I open a door when all the doors are slammed shut. At unexpected moments, I
offer you new points of view, I support you in shaky moments, I carry you when
you are exhausted. You have experience with that, you know that, that is the
basis of your faith, when you sigh: "not I but You are the Doer".
And now
the blogs. Nothing is yours, not a word, not a sentence, not a text, not an
inspiration, not a subject, not an insight, not an unexpected turn in a
subject, not a refreshing perspective where you did not suspect them.
Everything is Mine, everything is brought by Me, everything is thought and
brought by Me. Why do you think that you have to be inspired, that you have to
come up with something, that you have to come up with a topic? Nothing is yours, everything is Mine.
And
accept this, My good but careless, naïve, innocent and stubborn son of Mine,
just stand open and wait, and I will do the rest.
If there
is anything you can leave in this process, it is hindering Me.
If there
is anything you can do in this process, it is to let Me.
And if
there are no blogs coming, it’s because you make different choices in life,
there’s so much interesting stuff too, isn’t it?
Be
blessed in this humble work.
My blessings to you all
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