Do not underestimate too quickly a difficult life !

I find it difficult to reconcile Your stories on evolution with “everything is all right”.
You have said in previous blogs "some" people are having a miserable and difficult life, just because they are standing at the wrong side of evolution.

And at the same time You seem to radiate in all blogs we can have confidence, all is well,  we are kept in love and in eternity.
Sometimes I can’t combine it all. Would You like to comment on this?

A lot of death, disease, suffering and sorrow is all around in the world .
This is part of the convulsions of evolution. The creation of a perfect transparent world of light and love is really taking some time. And this time is used by the method of evolution. In this process mankind, the animal and plant world as well, are going through terrible things, such as premature death, serious diseases and painful dying. This is a hard fact . Yust look around.

I have explained in many blogs the ways you all are supported by the spiritual world day and night, just to endure everything.
One aspect has not been mentioned before, and this I will do right now. And this will resolve your dilemma .

In the whole spiritual world, where plants, animals, man, angels , gods , and many other to you unknown spiritual beings are dwelling, one general truth is well known . It can easily be seen if an evolutionary creature (man etc ) has had on an evolutionary planet much or little suffering. Those who have suffered a lot, are generally spoken more powerful , more beautiful , more loving and more open-minded than their fellowmen, who "have been in luck".

And this short little start of between 0 till 90 years evolutionary, physical life, in all its efforts, revenues, depth, life experience is bored in eternity for thousands of years. Such a intensely, harshly and rigorously polished diamond will shine for eternity . What a difference with the soft , simmering , sagging start of all others. With all respect.
So the spiritual world is observing behind all the suffering the magnificent consequences for the Inner Life.

There is nothing more to say.

My blessings to you all

 

Awakening as a consistent choice

Would You like to comment on awakening of man?
I am noticing I actually have to pay attention the whole day on. My ego with his feelings and thoughts and desires and physical experiences is constantly entangling my consciousness. I had the idea  liberation was a state , but it seems to be a kind of alert attention . It is an again and again choosing for observing instead of getting sucked into all the fussy stuff of life . As if I am relaxed moving in the traffic but at the same time always paying attention. Anything like?

You are hitting the mark excellently. Being in the traffic relaxedly but always paying attention.
This is the state of a liberated consciousness. Simultaneously observing how the ego, the world, the ape of God are always trying to keelhaul you. Always challenging. Man may fall. Man may step out of his awakened state. Especially on earth .

It is a better perspective just considering the ego as if you are observing the weather in the Netherlands. Weather affects you much less than actions of the ego . These actions are continuing influencing you day and night. Always constant vigilance, as in traffic.

The gurus and religious ministers who derailed always have underestimated the actions and the presence of the ego . And they have overestimated their liberation. Too bad they did not seek in this process the help from God, or life, or both. Or from their fellow man. Because without criticism nobody is doing well. One needs the environment and the other, especially to check whether one is still having a keen perspective, if one still is living properly, if one is still acting properly.

Does this seem contradictory? Needing the environment and simultaneously not being seduced by the environment?
No, not at all. Actively participating in traffic, mingling into traffic without fear , behaving properly in traffic with respect and love, and having an eye for all life . And at the same time considering traffic just as a means, not an end .
And this is what the ego and the ape of God are doing: making means into the goal. This is all. But it is not correct.

Keeping an eye on the ego as you keep an eye in the traffic. That’s all.
Always paying attention, an attentive vigilance , keeping up the perspective of eternity, cherishing life from the perspective of God, not from the perspective of the ego .
Then you will stay awakened. Then you are free. Then everything will stay well. Then all is well.

My blessings to you all

Is man not willing to give something for eternity?

I would really like to ask You something.
The world shows so much suffering,  among man is so much sadness, I observe in man so many troublesome influences and feelings and difficulties. And I do tend to say to You: “Why is it in this way,  isn’t it  inevitable? Couldn’t You create a world in which we are happy? In which we are a kind of angel?
And right afterwards I do realize it all.
We can and must become gods. And practicing is the way.
How can man ever become a cosmic being if he has not learned to organize his own small cosmos?

In his thought life?
In his emotional life?
In his lust life?
In his physical life?
How can man become a godlike creature if he has not first unlearned to be a slave?
Well, You are giving me of course this all, so I actually want to ask you: did I understand it all correctly?

You have understood everything correctly.
Man is a insignificant creature and will return to dust.
But at the same time earth has been created for man.
Contradictional?
No.
It is a line, a continuum, a process, a wonderful life ahead.
The beautiful but difficult path of man.

From dust to God.
From temporality to eternity.
From beast to spirit.
From nothing to everything.
From suffering to happiness.
From slave to freedom.
From ignorance to enlightedness.

Is man not willing to give something for it?

For man will be saved.
Saved from his temporality.
Saved from his dead ahead.
Saved from his lost state.

And this process is not an automatic one.
The man will be rescued and guided and encouraged and cherished and directed by God.
And God is dwelling for this purpose in his inner self.

And is Adjuster of his thoughts.
And is Guardian of his feelings.
And is Keeper of his body.
And is Inspirer of his spiritual body.

An is Creator of his soul.

Is man not prepared to suffer just a little bit for this?
Man is doing it for his eternity.
Isn’t this well worth the effort?

My blessings to you all

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The personality and the ego

Actually there is a big difference between the ego and the personality .
Would You like to comment on this issue?

Why don’t you first go into it?

I have always thought they were pretty much the same, and when the ego would disappear, only Your will would be left over. And someone would have become loving and generous and "impersonal".
But in this last weeks while I 'm releasing all, my ego and all the fuss around it are indeed getting less attention from me . But who is this me ? Actually really somebody, a personality , but not so uptight and struggling. More of a quiet silent observer , though still a I-figure , a I-sayer, so to speak a personality.
Anything like.

The personality is a gift from God.
The personality becomes bigger when the ego is getting smaller.
What 's the difference ?

The ego is inflating emotions.
The personality let them flow.

The ego is clinging to emotions.
The personality lets them go.

The ego finds himself the center of the universe.
The personality experiences in a loving way his whole environment.

The ego wants to be the best.
The personality experiences mere equality.

The ego is deeply inside insecure.
The personality feels a confidence -inspiring stability.

The ego tries to possess everything.
The personality especially enjoys what he sees , not what he owns.

The ego tries to get everything.
The personality tries to give everything.

The ego lives in constant fear .
The personality is trusting.

The ego is dividing and ruling.
The personality is accepting and binding .

The ego thinks or feels at the wrong moments.
The personality feels and thinks at the right moments .

The ego acts or acts not at the wrong moments.
The personality acts or acts not at the right moments.

The ego talks or is silent at the wrong moments.
The personality talks or is silent at the right moments .

The ego acknowledges only the past.
The personality acknowledges only the future.

The ego is tempted by the devil , the monkey of God .
The personality is guided by God.

The ego makes everything personal.
The personality makes everything impersonal.

The ego is struggling with life.
The personality is saying yes to life.

My son, continue on the path of liberation .
Be blessed.

And you all, know every man is on the way from ego to personality.
And know every man is a mixture of this two variables. And the attention man is paying to one of the two variables is not paid to the other one.

Because it's one or the other.
You can not serve two masters.

My blessings to you all

Stopped with struggling

My God, what is happening to me?

Why don’t you tell yourself first ?

This week I experienced so much space , light in my consciousness and freedom in my actions.
It looks as if I have stopped struggling with life.
It looks as is I've stopped fighting.
It looks as if all the negative emotions and desires are treated by me with love , with acceptance.
It looks as if I can handle my inner life as I handle the weather in the Netherlands . Sun, rain, wind, cold, heat, I think everything is fine . My mood is not influenced by it.
I feel so free and spacious and loving inside.
It looks as if I am saying yes to life . Unconditional, loving yes to whatsoever.
And it looks as if everything is more flowing.
I am lolling less longly in negative emotions and I am laughing at my lust life , everything is as it is. I feel light instead of heavy, whatsoever is plaguing me shortly or longly. But the word plaguing is wrong, dark and light clouds are passing by and I am looking forward to the gravity of it, for it is all right. Aren’t dark clouds not beautiful too?
It looks as if I 'm liberated.

It does not look as if, you are liberated . You are humble , because you can not believe that this is continuing. But why should you ever step out of this state? Why should you make everything small and ugly again? Why should you not stay into the sunny backyard instead of going back to the dark basement? You don’t want it anymore. And your will is sacred to Us. And your will is sacred to you. But your new will is not resulting from forced attempting by the ego . It is resulting from insight. Insight which I have given to you.
You have conquered your inner life , such as a ruler is conquering a country. But without violence , without aggression . And with love and acceptance. You have blown away the ego and you have become more personality . You are giving Me the leeway to sit on the throne of your inner self instead of the ego .

And the consequences are already visible: aren’t you giving more leeway to life, aren’t you showing more love to life? Aren’t you giving leeway to suggestions from the spirit? Aren’t you listening better to Me, and to your guardian angel? Aren’t you happier this week? Didn’t you have the feeling: it is accomplished?
And even if you are stepping out of this state, because one of your "negative" motions or lusts will appear to be too strong , We know that you can not forget this all. And you 'll be even more horrified by the consequences of slavishly running after "negative" emotions or lusts. And you will even faster retrace your steps .
Because when you have once stood in the Light, you can’t and won’t settle for darkness anymore.

You are blessed , My son.

My blessings to you all

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