Showing posts with label Spiritual test. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Spiritual test. Show all posts

Sunday, 26 April 2020

Are we made of the right stuff?


 
I wanted to ask You.
A friend of mine sighed against the spiritual world, after the umpteenth setback "Isn’t this enough?, I am really fit up with everything!". Then an inner voice said to her "We want to check if you are made of the right stuff." And she got a feeling of a big spiritual wink and felt a lot of love.

I found it striking and moving what my girlfriend had heard.

When I told this story to a sister of mine, she said "well I think it's strange, I don't believe God will cause us misery to see how much we can have."
I actually didn’t react on this because I did not sense this was fitting with the story of my friend.
Would You like to comment on this?

I love so.
Oh man with all his interpretations and misunderstandings. You are all three religious and loving people who do their best to live consciously and to listen to God, and yet there is a misunderstanding. I would love to comment on this.

God is not consciously saddling people with misery to see how much they can have. Of course not. That is not love, that is playing schoolmaster.
What happened to your girlfriend was a moment of despair and sighing and a question to God why she experienced that, but also a search for comfort. And she got it and that's how you understood it.

People are experiencing great difficulties. And earthly life is full of danger. There is so much risk in a human life.
Sometimes this is the result of wrongdoing.
Sometimes it is a breakdown that can happen in an evolutionary world.
Sometimes there is the intention to help a person further on in life.
Sometimes it is a test, not to bully, but to find out if a person can take the next step. For with every difficulty that arises, an opportunity can follow to insight or growth.

But God always examines if man is made of the right stuff. Always.
And that does not happen to test or bully but to guide people in love and with care. And to use as many opportunities as possible to let grow the spiritual personality. And to move the ego from his throne and to make room for God on that throne. So everything is always weighed and used and deployed by God for that one purpose: to bring a person closer to God and closer to eternity.
Your female friend and your sister are blessed.

My blessings to you all

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Sunday, 14 January 2018

A new awareness, a new beginning




A few weeks ago I experienced something shocking and afterwards I realized that it has been a new awareness and a new beginning. I wanted to share this.

The previous day I had noticed that I heard the voice of My God less well, just as if It was talking to me far behind. Of course I worried about it and said to God "is there something wrong, I hear you less well, just as if a heavy curtain is hanging between You and me?"

"Do not worry" I was told, well then I really know. I always presume I do not have a good insight once again or I am afraid of something or I do not see it clearly, about all these things I stayed really worried. The next morning I woke up at 4 am and said something to God and heard nothing. Total silence, deafening silence, whatever I said or asked. I did not hear anything at all. I was a little shocked and of course I felt blown away: "I have to stop the blogs or have I done something wrong, did I insult God, or should I have done something or did I have to let rest something?" But I checked my conscience and found myself innocent, nothing had passed the past few weeks by which I could have lost God.

But I still did not hear anything at all. And one sensation was very strong, namely how intense silent my inner self was, completely silent, almost pleasant. But the pleasant thing about it was that I had the convincing evidence for myself that it was not me who was talking to me all those years. Or that is was all about my inner voice, or the voice of my conscience. Or that there had been all those years the case of an inner dialogue and that I had just invented everything.

For how utterly I did my best, whatever I asked, shouted, said, suggested, there was always that deafening silence, I heard nothing and suddenly felt so happy, that I now really had the convincing evidence that I had all these past 6 ½ years not anything made up. Deafening silence, whatever I tried, everything was one-way traffic and nothing came from the other side. Well, of course I was worried. And it also felt very lonely. Very lonely,  all of a sudden.

About five very long hours later, I think it was around 9 o'clock in the morning, on my renewed attempt "My God, are you there?" I heard

Rest assured, My son, I am here.

Be blessed for your attitude these hours, you have successfully passed this test. You have remained calm, you have not blamed yourself. You have considered all the options how to proceed without My Voice and have accepted all options. You were confident, told Me "Your will will be done," and that is the only response on the for you highest spiritual level, so you have passed this test.

And know, My son, with all the spiritual efforts you have been doing lately, and I will not go further into this, a new phase is coming into Our cooperation. Stand firm in your efforts, be courageous, be confident and be blessed.

My blessings to you all
 
Ps Frenkie: Since then I hear My God better, and things have been said to me so I have even a  greater confidence that I no longer must doubt, that I should just continue with the blogs, and that I can feel reassured.

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