Again I dealt
this weekend with people who are not at all concerned with religion. They do go
running on a Sunday morning and they talk about the price of the bluetooth
speaker of this and that brand. All right, I do not look into their souls,
maybe they have a bigger heart than I have and maybe they're more dealing with
faith than I presume, but I do not notice much of it. And the children of such
a family, My God, even a twelve-year-old boy said to me "No God does not
exist, that is really a fairy tale".
After this
weekend, I went on Sunday evening to a special service in a church, it does not
matter which church and where, and I've
just been crying. Because I felt in that church the entrance to heaven, I felt
the devotional atmosphere of holiness, the presence of humility and silence,
and because everyone was focused on God, there all together. I had missed it so
much, I had missed it so badly. And I realized in that church service that I
had suffered the sight of young people who are being ruined and growing up in a
materialistic way.
They check
out Spotify clips with rappers who from my perspective just too often use words as "bitch and what the fuck"
and I realized that these young, receptive, kind children actually grow up
wickedly. That is why I had to cry in the church that evening, because of their
lack of blessings, which I was allowed to experience. And my question to You
is, My God, do I have the right perspective, because You have emphasized enough
in the blogs that even man without faith will go well after death just because
he has served life or art or science with his heart or his head ?
But they
still deny Your existence!
My son, let's just put it short and snappy:
they deny Me, they deny God, they deny the existence of the spiritual world,
they live in falsehood. And they will pay that price, as every price once has
to be paid, every price.
And you have observed well that many children
in rich countries grow up in materialism, and that price has always to be paid,
sooner or later.
And you have observed well that many children
in the rich west grow up in atheism, and that price has also to be paid, sooner
or later.
For God exists, and the soul that experiences
how “her personality on earth” denies the existence of God, suffers greatly,
because her personality lives in falsehood. And the price of falsehood is
ignorance, and the price of ignorance is suffering, and the price of suffering
is learning experience through this suffering, and then there comes insight and
then one lives in wisdom again, so sooner or later it will be all fine.
And rest assured, My son, you are worrying, but
know that God is carrying your worries, not you, and know that God is causing the
consequences and that everything eventually will work out, sooner or later. So
let it go, and enjoy the blessings of your faith and pray for them, for all
those atheists. Pray even more than you do now. That is more beneficial than being
unhappy about it.
Rest assured and pray.
My blessings to you all
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