The twofold regret of an addict after his death

My God, may I ask you. I've been talking to people a lot lately about what an addiction means in their lives and how drastic it was and how much effort it takes to get rid of it. And I honestly know very few people who aren't addicted. I even know a mother who is addicted to her children. But let's keep it simple. I mean alcohol and food and drugs and cigarettes and sex and stuff.

Would You like to comment on this?

That is what I like to do. Great subject and big consequences in all cases.

First, the word addicted. Very simply said, someone who is addicted is a slave and cannot get rid of it or from Our perspective: wants to remain a slave throughout his life. Oops, that's a painful word, but it certainly also turns out to be painful after death. That's really a thing, My son. 

 The stories of ex-addicts who have dealt with their addiction, who have become free humans and certainly after their death look back with great happiness on their liberation, not on the addicted period before, We let those stories rest here.

Someone who is addicted and has passed on after the death of his physical body has to deal with intense suffering and intense regret. Not because God punishes him or her. Certainly not. An addicted person is taken care of with a lot of love and treated with a lot of love. But We can't brush away the addiction above. That means that an addict goes through a self-created hell, in which he can no longer “use”. There are no alcohol or sex or drugs or food or cigarettes available.

So one is thrown into the deep end of the intense cravings, the desire for satisfaction, for what one one was slave to, in short an agonizing abstinence. And that is his of her own little temporary self-created hell in the spiritual world, no matter how much We guide the process. A hell in the spiritual world. And it lasts as long as necessary and can take place in thousands of different ways.

In this whole process of healing, because that's what it is, the addict knows two kinds of horrific regret. I use the word horrific because regret is the most painful of all negative emotions worse than anger, hatred, sadness or frustration. The addict undergoes a long period of horrific regret. 

Regret that one has not stopped on earth with the addiction. Regret that one can no longer use. Regret that one did not want to and could not handle the guidance of others. Regret that all calm and gradual ways to stop the addiction, with or without help, have not been used. Regret that one was and stayed so much a slave. Regret that one was so possessed. Regret that one has been the victim of not being able to stop while one realizes now clearly that one did not want to stop either.

But even more in this situation of struggle, yearning, addiction and sorrow one suffers from what one has made of earthly life. A mess so to speak. The addict knows bitter and intense regret when he looks back at his life and has not seized the thousands of opportunities to make something beautiful out of life. And bitter regrets are there for what one has done to his or her fellow man. The addict on earth has certainly experienced a lot of suffering but has caused even more suffering. To loved ones, to friends, to neighbours, to care providers, to one's own mother, a great deal of suffering has been inflicted. In short, it was a lifetime of being a slave and inflicting suffering. Well, one can't be proud of that.

So God does not have to punish because one does that for oneself.

Is there nothing good about being addicted on earth? There's a lot of good to it. For addicts on earth who have passed on addicted and become free in the spiritual world after a long struggle become great helpers and motivated coaches and sympathetic and understanding fellow human beings. For they understand the suffering in the spiritual world and the suffering on earth, so they will become after all very powerful and useful helpers of God. 

But the subject of this blog was after all the twofold regret of addicts.

They are all blessed. 

My blessings to you all

No 523

The guardian angel of a very bad person, a great but difficult task

May I ask you something, it keeps me quite busy. There we have men, and their beautiful things and difficulties and their guardian angel who cherishes them and supports them in fine events and with the problems of life. I have understood that they are having a beautiful task and that they are the blessed helpers from God.

But what about the guardian angels of bad people? Take, for example, Hitler's guardian angel, who had to watch how Hitler had murdered millions of innocent people and brought whole societies to damnation and who gave beautiful Germany an eternal shame. How does such a guardian angel for heaven's sake keep it up? May I ask You, or is it of no concern to us?
 

My son, I think it is a very special question from you and I have seen in recent years that this really concerns you, the fate of guardian angels, their task, their work for man and now this special thing. You can ask this and I will go into it. But ...... the answer will surprise you less than you think now, even if it is a very precarious and for people very unknown aspect of the spiritual world. And there are clinging many different aspects to this subject, so therefore I must seriously consider what I will tell you and what I have to leave behind, I want to dose it a little, so listen carefully.

A guardian angel who, let's not take Hitler, protects an influential pernicious person on earth, gets a very hard training in the spiritual world and belongs to the higher angels of God. How can this be, you will wonder, the lowest man gets the highest guardian angel? Actually, this is not about the lowest person, so to speak a primitive person. More in this case it is about a developed person with great talents which are abused dramatically. It is therefore about a strong personality, a complex person. Otherwise this person could never cause so much destruction. A weak primitive person only touches his environment, an influential bad person touches an entire society.

And furthermore I can say this, are you mankind on earth not doing the same thing: the people with the most serious diseases get the best specialists, the heaviest psychiatric patients get the best therapists, the biggest criminals end up into prisons with the most highly trained staff. And so, of course, God has arranged this long before you did. The for the world most bad people get the highest educated guardian angels.

And their goal is not to help their man into the right path, the spiritual world knows how the world is functioning, but to prevent worse, to plant the seed of goodness into the soul of this criminal, and to keep the human aspect in the spiritual body alive. For I can tell you that this is the greatest challenge: to ensure that the severely afflicted human part of the spiritual body of this human being is kept alive and does not die during life on earth because then everything has been for nothing. For the spiritual body of such an intensely bad person turns into an insane, beastly, horrifying, demonic, deformed, ugly and stinking being. And only if the human part is kept alive in this being, the spiritual body once once once once will grow after a long period of neglection and suffering into a respectful spiritual body.

And then there is another important goal that the guardian angel intends to perform. This person on earth also has always good human aspects. They love nature or children or their old mother or art.

This human side is very supported and guided. And later on after death, the guardian angel will be able to better reach the consciousness of this human being through these  human traits. Otherwise it would turn out to be totally hopeless.

And do know finally that these guardian angels are suffering extremely during their task. It is a deed of love for God and mankind that they are doing this.

The spiritual beings of evil people are blessed.
Their guardian angels are blessed.
 
My blessings to you

No 446

The unloving Madam (of whores)

For You have discussed in the previous blog a deranged Muslim male, You had the intention to comment on the life after death of a deranged female western Madam (of whores). Would You like to do so?

Man is really quickly on the run with spiritual messages. Before We know where We are, Muslims are angry, just because it is a story of a Muslim, or Somalis are because it is a story of a Somali or what so ever. Before We know there is chauvinism for the own group,  narrow,  somewhat loveless, excluding people. So for now a completely different person. But the message may be: derailment and the saving of earthly personalities are happening among all races, people, religions and social classes.

So for now a loveless, lustful Madam of whores and her special way after her earthly death.

Madam is with a selfish nature, a materialistic upbringing and wrong friends ended up in the world of prostitution and big money. She had the misfortune to be very pretty and to have a strong will. She loved her work in prostitution en loved to manipulate men with her body. In this world she rose from the ranks into business for the powerful and wealthy of the earth. She acquired for her own business first class prostitutes. She was strong and independent and dominant, so she needed no pimp. She specialized in the  exclusive world of SM, very young girls and other decadent forms of prostitution. She was in her work ruthless, insensitive to the feelings of her employees and had built an entire business to manipulate innocent young foreign girls into real slavery.
She died at the age of 55 during a for herself organized orgy with three men. A fatal heart attack.

By the heart attack she is thrown out of her body. She was identified with her body, because plastic surgery had conserved her beautifulness.
She has lived like a beast and therefore she has the appearance of a beast. Her spiritual body reflects all her features, on earth somewhat hidden behind her beautifulness. Which features do present: the shape of a boar, the lust of a baboon ass, the skin of a leech and the snout of a hyena. In the spiritual world everything is possible. She has misused her hands hitting her girls, and therefore she has no arms. She has kicked with her legs her dependent, vulnerable women and so now she has no legs. She lies on the floor between endless heaps of money and jewelry, sees nothing else, but she can not touch it only with her snout. But the snout only wants some food. And food is not available. She has always fed only herself, so nobody is feeding her now. She is rolling in her money, that rubs her leech skin, and between her jewelry, which is stabbing with their sharp edges into her body in a thousand ways. She has pain everywhere, because she has always hurt others.

Because she recently deceased, We are sketching a scenario how things will work out. For many thing are following predictable patterns.

With her strong mind and her strong will she is clinging quite long to her anger over this terrible body, over this situation, because on earth she was always controlling situations in  her terms. She is in increasing powerlessness, because she was always realistic. So she now sees the hopelessness of her situation. Understanding comes with age, still quite early, after about 18 years. First reason is her caring for close relatives, especially her parents, even though she expressed it financially. Second reasons is her intelligence. In the 18 years of hell she has found out without any outside help she had herself to blame and was sitting on her own blisters. Only after 18 years she is getting a conversation with an older male companion. This is because someone has to ask for help or has to have a question mark in his mind. That took a while. She had always found out stuff for herself. She gets an older male companion, because a much younger would give her associations with sexuality and because she had had always in her inner self a latent need for a father figure. This need is now honored, because in the spiritual world everything is known. It is clear her own father was not a father figure.

The conversations with her supervisor are aiming on two goals, firstly there is more to earthly life than matter, power and sexuality, and secondly the suffering she caused to her girls. Now she has stumped up, the coaching period may take only half a year, showing the following changes:

• her environment is changing into a simple room with a sea view (a releasing effect on a control freak)
• her appearance has become human, she is acquiring the right on limbs and a normal skin
• she can move freely
• her pains are disappearing
• all the money and jewels are disappearing
• she is getting some fruit, bread and water.

Because Madame is having a strong will and a strong personality, she insists on experiencing all the feelings of her victims. So she is experiencing a lifetime of pain, grief and helplessness in exactly half a year. One is preventing her to perish in all this suffering. It may happen that such a person is becoming crazy, if one wants to experience too much suffering one has caused. And then the whole process will take longer. One is controlling this all, though she always wants to experience more than she can tolerate. She is going fastly. Her regret and remorse are growing with the months and she only wants one thing: a thousand ways to correct what she has done wrong. She can quickly be used in helping situations, first with accompaniment, later independently. In the lower spirit world one is regularly relieving her, because in her assistance to young women she is completely indulged in fights with demons. She is assisting at first in the spiritual world and later on she will help from a spiritual level personalities on earth.

Madame will be a very valuable and loving helper in the spiritual world and once proceed to a life of Light and Love, although her past will never get into complete oblivion. This is what Madame will arrange for herself.

My blessings to you all

Nr. 156
 

The Somalian husband

 

 

Would You like to comment on the life of the “Somalian husband?
See blog http://watchthegod-english.blogspot.nl/2012/05/god-does-not-ignore-calls-of-weak.html

The husband of the in the blog mentioned Somali woman was no sweetheart.
He was arrogant and unjust and took his wealth, the possession of his wives and many male children really for granted. He had a high opinion of himself. He thought to be entitled to his wealth. Life has given him much, but he has few returned.
In short, much of his behavior was partially culturally determined, but he showed an extraordinary indifference to the feelings of his wives and helped the poor more out of religious duty than out of being touched. He abused and raped his always much younger wives (sometimes girls of 14) without any regard for their feelings. He had a high opinion of himself (actually he was quite stupid) and he had a high opinion of his manhood.
He enjoyed his power and abused it. When his wives, as for example the in the blog mentioned woman, lost their daughters, he was indifferent to that loss, because women did not count in his life, and he was certainly indifferent to their grief. He was only furious if he lost a son. He locked up his wives and always treated them as his slaves.
When the in the blog mentioned woman dies, he was staying with one of his youngest, newly acquired wives.

This old Somali man has died in his own bed, in prosperity and was surrounded by his seemingly weeping women (so faithful are they). He has always fulfilled his religious obligations to Allah, but more out of habit than out of love for Allah. After his death, he was mourned by no one and almost nobody has prayed for him.

He believes in a life after death and expects in his complacency to be welcomed in a beautiful environment with many beautiful women.
There is nobody. He has ended up in a desolate area, and is laying half paralyzed for a shabby shack like structure. He is laying in the dust, and is hardly capable of dragging himself in and out. He has abused his body so often, in terms of all lusts, he is having a human, but at the same time beastly appearance. He has abused others psychologically and physically so he is now almost disabled. He suffers from pains and severe physical discomforts: hunger, thirst, cold, dust. He has sores on his skin, because he often has damaged the skin of others. He is suffering from pains, because he has too often hurt others. The pains are concentrated around his genitals and his eyes, because he has abused his sexuality and his eye for beauty.
He is laying almost paralyzedly for his hut and is waiting.
He is perplexed on his surroundings, outraged thinking to be innocent and furious he was not welcomed by a bunch of beautiful women, because this is what he was used to in his earthly life.

He doesn’t understand it at all. And this situation will last for many years. Many years. In his experience centuries, in earthly terms for many years.
Because he has never helped, he is not helped.
Because he has never showed any compassion, there is no one around him showing him any compassion.

His "My Allah”, his soul and his guardian angel are looking down with love on this spiritual creature, this caricature of a man, the product and result of his own actions and One is awaiting with hope for a first sign of doubt. Because only if his consciousness begins to wonder whether he might himself has contributed to this situation, he is entitled to experience some human contact. This period could have been shorter if he had done something good on earth, a blessing, a useful contribution to society, but he was merely a parasite. The period also could have been shortened if someone had prayed for him, if someone had loved him.
This is hell created by himself.

After about 45 earthy years a first form of doubt is arising in his consciousness.
He therefore gets a visit from a spiritual being who has agreed to accompany him. This creature has  necessarily a feminine appearance. It will take another two years before his consciousness is desperate enough, and experiencing enough doubt to be open to a conversation.
But the radiation of this spiritual being and her visits to him are energetically at his benefit, even though he has rejected her during her visits. After two years there is a first conversation.
The entire coaching takes another full year.

The experiences in the spiritual world are the hardened, stubborn attitude is taking the longest period of time. Has the spirit of doubt started her influence in a human consciousness than the period of regret is relatively short.

In this year the following is changing:

• His environment changes gradually into a normal, natural environment
• His appearance changes into a timid, thin man with no physical discomfort or pain. He can move freely in and around his simple home.
• His mind has opened to the power and strength of the feminine
• His complacency has changed into modesty
• His egocentrism has changed into a certain willingness to look around
• His heart has opened up gradually by feeling what his victims have experienced (this was indeed his own choice)
• He is confronted with the possibilities of more loving actions (this is obligated)
• His understanding is increasing and consequently his remorse as well.

 

In the last three years of doubt and regret mister is growing into a willing servant. 48 years after his earthly death, he is allowed to meet his first fellow men. He is going to fulfill very simple, humble tasks in the spiritual world before he has acquired entitlement to more responsible tasks. At times he may meet one of his deceased former spouses and children. These encounters are always leading to a long period of remorse, self-reproach and depression, especially when the other is loving and forgiving.

Mister ultimately becomes a loving helper in the spiritual world. The earthly past will eventually be forgiven completely, however, never forgotten by the personalities themselves. Perpetrators are less willing to abandon the past than victims.

 

For the nuance the next blog will present the life after death of a loveless lustful madam (of whores).

My blessings to you all

Nr. 155

 

Memorial Day for victims AND perpetrators

Would you like to comment on the debate in Holland related to the Commemoration in the Netherlands ?  A boy was not allowed to recite his poem in which he commemorates his great-uncle, who was “wrong” in World War II, and the mayor of Voorden town was not allowed to pass the graves of German soldiers killed in the same war.

The relatives of victims killed in wars arehurt when perpetrators are commemorated as well. This feelings are understandable.But feelings do not always have to be a guidefor action.
The moral of the story is perpetratorsare victims as well. Victim of their own ignorance and prejudice and weakness by which they have committed their crimes. They should be commemorated even more than the victims and treated with compassion and regret. Because a long period of sufferingis waiting for them to come after they have committed their crimes. For theprice is to be paid, always, before and especially after their death.I'm not talking about a real hell, but a long path of blockades,being stuck, fears, misery, guilt, remorse, regret, thus so to speak a lot of sufferingbefore they can start a better life.

So it is petty and shortsighted that the Memorial Day in the Netherlands can’t be more loving. Especially when you consider thatthe alleged perpetrators were mostly young boys, misled by fascist youth groups, in a straitjacket of brutal generals and an insane dictator. And for that reason these poor boys should be commemorated.

And even when it concerns real vicious criminals who murdered ruthlessly. I'll outline in another blog how long and harassing the agony is these criminals are undergoing before they move up to a better life. And shouldn't these completely deranged personalities indeed be treated with deep, deep pity?

A society has progressed spiritually when she prays for her criminals.

Will you commemorate them now?
Be blessed for it

My blessings to you all

Nr. 71

The devil, ape of God (Religion, 5)

Fifth part of a monologue on religion.

How the places of worship are doing, has to do with a number of things: 

• The nature of man is underestimated
• Build-up energy, influences in places of worship
• Free will of the personality and the distortion of God's message
• The devil and his role in the distortion.

The free will of man is sacred to Us.

And with this free will, one can grow towards God or away from God, but only temporarily, for there is ultimately only one way to go ; the return to God. However almost always involving detours, making a longer way, but always back to God (says Hindu religion).
The devil is concerning this detour playing an important part, a very big part, he is the seducer, and a great one.
The devil plays a part in all the crime on the planet, in all the derailments of the personality, in all addictions, torture, rape, and negative emotions like hate, envy, rage. In western modern society his tricks are so convincing that he even has accomplished man no longer has faith in God, and doesn't know anymore there is a devil at work in their lives.
A really secret seducer and impostor.

And God allows everything, and apparently do not intervene. But know this is deceptive. In reality, in truth, the devil and his demons are no more than tools in God's hands to push man in his free will towards God.

And this is the truth:

"The evil doesn't exist in favour of the evil, but in favour of the Good" *

Do remember this allways!

God is never leaving you, even if it feels like. And when the great impostor and his demons have a hold over you and your personality is totally lost on earth, than God and Its helpers are already involved in your future, your rescue and the best approach to lead you back to God's guidance.

For you have to know: God is the Creator, God is the Truth, God is in charge.

And the devil is only God's ape and can only tempt you temporary.
Somewhere within you is a place, untouched, where God is residing and awaiting the time which is right for you to let you grow towards God. The ape and his demons only have temporary power.

Once, and I restrict Myself to this planet,  this planet and mankind will have evolved so far nobody will get lost on the way anymore and everyone will live in Light and Love. Earth will be transformed into a spiritual planet and all the lower realms/spheres will be totally depopulated, empty, and the ape will have nothing to do anymore. God will give him and his little friends the opportunity than, to give up their rebellion and begin the long way back to God's Home.

God is aware of the suffering of the world, the murder, rape, torture, hunger, the suffering of man, and God does everything possible to alleviate or solve this.

But the free will of man which God gave to him is holy to God. Otherwise you, as God's beings, would be mere machines or puppets on a string. And God is more up to you.
So you do pay a high price while you exercise your free will. And out of this free will man makes choices which not only prolong his way to God but deepen it as well. Deepen? How can that be?

Is hanging out with the devil, for example drinking excessively, being egocentric and living out of control a deepening? In some way it is.

Because you do have to know: God is with you in an evolutionary process, God is in the process of forming, becoming. God can make mistakes together with you, and those mistakes contribute to the development of life, of creation, of the personality.
When you climb on top of the piles of mistakes you have made, there is a great vantage point there; a beautiful view. You will evolve from beast to spirit.
And in the mistakes of the criminal, the murders of the dictator, in the pain of his victims, in the challenges and difficulties of life are embedded the hope, the perspective, the solution, the retrieval, the healing, the options of repair, the possibilities to turn things around.
In God's spiritual realms and for instance around the planet, the former murderers and rapists become, after a long period of suffering, God's loving servants and helpers.

They grow eventually from squandering and wasting personalities to bitterly regretters of their choices, and after all into loving beings. And as loving beings they will help their fellowmen, in spiritual realms as on earth. And thanks to their long way of crimes en suffering afterwards they will guide more humbly, more understandingly, more lovingly than many righteous and so called decent personalities.

The former victim of the ape will always become God's great and useful helper.

You may remember: "The evil doesn't exist in favour of the evil, but in favour of the Good"

I would rather see a personality be on the right and short road towards God, but unfortunately that is an exception.

But do know that God will adjust every mistake and every detour into God's advantage.
And when your places of worship turn into rigid institutions, into hotbeds of terrorism, into dwellings of hate and intolerance, it only happens as long as people reside there, out of free will, and abide there, captured in the claws of the apes.
But this happens always temporarily, because once these corrupt places of worship will, when they are empty and dilapidated. make place for meetings of love and respect for humanity and for God.

There is no other way and eventually no other choice.

My blessing to you all

* Jacob Boehme

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Life after death and “unbelievers”

How is faith and non faith related to passing away? Orthodox believers, Christians as well as Muslims, they are too often mentioning hell and such matters?

We are distinguishing surrender of the heart and surrender of the mind. Dying in grace is when the personality has surrendered his heart. Dying in belief is when the personality has surrendered his mind. We can therefore make a distinction between four types of personalities passing on. I do want to add this is an idealtypical situation, in practice there is 100% variation and nuance. But let's stick to the main types.

• We tend to welcome those personalities, dying with surrender of the heart. That counts. Therefore quite nonbelieving personalities too are welcomed with joy, when they already have opted for love coming from the heart. Love for their fellowman, for life itself. They do have to adjust, for they weren 't expecting the richness of spiritual life at all. But because their heart is in the right place this adjustment usually goes very well.
• Then there are those personalities dying with mental surrender, they believe, but nothing else. They have not opened their heart to life, to their fellowman, so we might say they have lived without love or much feeling. They have to adjust quite a bit. It's scary, for they are expecting to be welcomed by God, by Jesus and /or Mary, by Mohammed and soforth. And that's not happening at all, in stead they are received in chilling, cold, heartless, colourless and estranged realms, for this is the way they have lived their lives. But justice prevails "up here" ! This particular group of personalities is usually quite fettered, is needing a lot of time and help before being able and willing to warm their hearts. I stress willing, as this particular group is often blocked in their minds, rapped in delusions, and harboring biased and unloving opinions concerning those with other faiths, unbelievers and socalled sinners. And the willpower with which this attitude in life has been embraced and cherished against the flow of life, is usually quite significant. Islamic terrorists are an extreme case in point.
• Rather dramatic, but at all times guided by Us with Our unconditional love and interest is the group of personalities having lived without faith or love. Having lived without surrender of the mind and of the heart. Not very pleasant for their fellowman, not nice for Us and unpleasant for themselves ofcourse. It can hardly be worse. Coldhearted materialists, egocentric criminals, shortsighted and unloving dictators, it takes all kinds. They made ill use of life, squandering opportunities, neglecting the richness of life, having disregard for the feelings of fellowman, exploiting nature, and being totally indifferent for the consequences of their own actions. These personalities don't end up in hell, for there is no such thing, but it often feels like hell to them. The rich find themselves in drafty ruins. murderers scuffle over the ground like insects without limbs or find themselves entrapped in glass. Everything is possible in order to create exactly the proper (emprisoned) environment for these personalities. They receive precisely what is needed for them to come to their senses. And they are offered a situation in which they can be corrected and prevented from ever harming again any living creature, be it man, animal, plant or object. I want to emphasize these conditions are on a temporary basis and last for as long as necessary. Eternal realms of damnation and hell, being lost forever, suffering for eternity, for just having followed the wrong track on Earth, are indeed a senseless, unloving delusion, concocted by man. Whenever these personalities are ready for understanding and change, they'll get every opportunity in the spiritual world to make up for it and become happy in the end.
• The personalities dying with surrender of heart and mind, they have lived as such in love and faith. Their passing over is for Us a time of rejoycing. Words fail to describe the radiant light of the realm where they have been welcomed. The joy of angels and their loved ones, of their soul and their guardian angel, the colours of their surroundings, the heavenly(spiritual) music, the tokens of honour heaped upon these personalities and the joy within themselves are a true delight for those attending. In all respects they proved succesful, looking back upon a rich, not necessarily easy life. They have actually sampled life's truths. Their passing on is joyful, loving, magnificant and always accompanied by festive highlights in spirit.

My blessings to you all

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