My God, the last days I have been muddling along through a combination of bad weather, my work and busy stuff and lots of people around me with problems. I mean to say that I am wallowing in all my negative emotions, that I'm struggling with them and actually just want to get rid of them. I want a simple and innocent and problem-free life. Period. And so I went looking for a list that I had somewhere, a list of all negative emotions that a person can experience in the course of his life.
I'll
mention them just for sure:
"Fear,
resistance, doubt, panic, anger, irritation, worrying, greed, unrest,
loneliness, aggression, aimlessness, despondency, pride, superiority,
inferiority, insecurity, disappointment, passivity, laziness, indifference,
boredom, depression, fickleness, lying, indolence, voracity, greed, fatigue,
jealousy, etc. ".
Reason is
actually a conversation in the shower that I had with You in which you
expressed very clearly, that I still had one big life problem to solve, all
others were secondary and not important. That is, lovingly dealing with my
negative emotions. Only when I welcomed and cherished and accepted and
understood them all, I would make the next spiritual step. Only when I felt
that they were entitled to existence, that they had something to say to me.
Because they were information carriers for life. I struggled with them
unnecessarily and thereby suppressed them. And so they were forced to grow and
they only would lead to, for example, enlargement, or they went “in the
underground” with psychosomatics such as earache, muscle pain, colds and so on.
Well I will
try again, and then of course I said to You: "oh my God, how hard I am,
you are right of course.Would You like to comment on this?
My son, we are just
four years later, earlier We made together a nice connection with how you deal
with the weather in the Netherlands. Whether you have heat, or storm, hard rain
or cold, everything is good, everything has its value, everything is useful or
is just there and you will not suppress your fun in life for it at all.
Check http://watchthegod-english.blogspot.com/2014/10/matter-is-reliable-friend.html
and http://watchthegod-english.blogspot.com/2017/02/the-emotional-life-simplicity-2.html
and http://watchthegod-english.blogspot.com/2017/02/the-emotional-life-simplicity-2.html
You then took a decision to try that with your
negative emotions and in the meantime you have really practiced. You have
become more loving, you have become calmer, you have become more quiet in your inner
self, you have become more open, you accept everything more than before.
Go on with it gradually. And do not think that
because you are having a heavy time, that everything is for nothing, that you
have not learned anything. That is not true and these thoughts are only false
beliefs of your ego. Just go on, take another deep breath, remember everything
that you have achieved, read those blogs again.
And continue happily with handling lovingly your
negative emotions.
And I would like to respond to the latter: in Our
eyes negative emotions are not negative. We see the great value, what they have
to offer, how important they are, how they can change, what an information
carriers they are. We often feed them when you pray for relief from them,
because they regularly bring you where you need to go, through “the mountain of
rice-pudding” into the light.Welcome them, accept them, cherish them, go talk to them, they often dissolve faster than when you struggle with them.
My blessings to you all
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