Frenkie suddenly no longer hears the voice of God

For some time now and then I have been doubting about my contact with God and about the voice I hear. And in the last few days I even thought "everything is becoming so normal and almost “worn”, and I am certainly not very inspired". I sometimes even thought "maybe I'am making it up all."

So one day I asked God if I could get a sign in the coming time that I knew I had to stop or go on. Whatever, but something very clear that made me know what to do. Because continuing in this way didn't seem right to me.

One night so around six o'clock it seemed as if I no longer heard God well, the voice sounded increasingly vaguely and farther away. And suddenly I heard nothing. Nothing at all. Whatever I asked or said or waited or listened to, I no longer heard anything but a deafening silence. And I noticed that I was relieved about losing all responsibility and the special thing about hearing a voice. I was really relieved.

Later that evening I called a good friend of mine who listened to my story and also noticed that I remained very calm. She got the firm impression that it was very temporary and that "they upstairs" gave me exactly what I asked for but with a little bit of humor. I wanted a sign, well of course I would get one. And she assured me that I should continue to live calmly and then I would see. I actually agreed with her.

During the night I sometimes woke up and noticed an increasing unrest and also regret in myself. What had I done now, played with God, didn't I take the voice seriously, treated I God like a friend of mine? It wasn’t strange that I was punished, oh no, I realized God does not do that. Was it strange that I got what I asked for, namely the loss of the channel? But I also realized what convincing evidence it was that I had really something big dealing with. And now I lost it and I heard nothing, absolutely nothing. I even tried to have a conversation with myself in my head, but it was one direction. Whatever I said, I heard nothing.

The next morning I was pretty upset. And said to God, and just now, dealing with so many difficulties and worries around me, it all comes out badly. And then I heard God again, as usual. So it all took 12 hours. And I said, is it really You? And God spoke to me again and reassured me and explained to me that this was what I wanted and needed. And it happened in spite of the difficult period in which I was or precisely just because of the difficulties around me to realize maximum impact.

And I started crying so terribly and out of relief, out of emotion, out of joy, out of gratitude and out of shame for my recklessness, my carelessness, while once again I knew that I really didn't make everything up.

And the good God said to me:

My son, you will now take everything with more respect and do know it was not a punishment. I have helped you overcome your doubts, I have given you a better perspective on what you are doing. And know that your attitude during this 12-hour "radio silence" was one full of peace and confidence, accepting everything in openness. But this helped you with a better picture of the situation, be assured of My love. Trust and continue with confidence.

You are very blessed.

My blessings to you all

No 467

 

A reward from God for my grief about a past friend

A while ago I lost a very good old friend, who had had a difficult life (and I heard that later on, she was found dead in her house only after nine days).

Between the day I learned of her death and the mourning ceremony, one evening I was crying terribly about her life. I wept about her loneliness, her suffering, her illness, I wept bitter tears about her life, not really out of my grief, but about her suffering. In that weeping, I asked the good God for a sign of life from the spiritual world so that I would know if her misery was perhaps over and she had moved on to a better life.

A day later I sat in my living room with music and candles and incense quietly enjoying the silence and peace in my inner self. I really didn't even think about my friend, maybe I had wept enough tears. I didn't think about her. I enjoyed my own life and my inner peace.

And suddenly I was brought into contact with such a holy feeling that I turned off the music. I knew it had to do with my friend, I was connected to the atmosphere in which she had ended up and felt how liberated and happy she was and how everything everything everything about her life was forgotten and forgiven, as cigarette smoke blows away in a strong wind. She was liberated, intensely grateful and terribly happy and she had a totally healthy "body."

I was so thankful being able to experience this, and I was in awe of the sanctity of the atmosphere with which I had been brought into contact and knew that it was justified because my friend had also had a pure personality and a great, forgiving and loving heart.

And I said to God, thank you thank you thank you for allowing me to experience this. I am now reconciled to everything and I am no longer worrying about her.

And I heard:

"Your tears have paid the price for this contact."

And I was so surprised because I hadn't made the connection between my compassion for her suffering and this experience. I thanked God, and knew how good God is for us.

My son, everything is connected with everything, you have now experienced that again. You all would be so surprised if you saw in what great and godwilled context you are living. You would certainly feel more reassured.

My blessings to you all

No 466