Once again I have done some stupid and primitive things, I rest my case of what that is, and sigh to My God: “What a stump I am. You really can do better without me”. And My God answers:
What an unloving remark, my son
I am so
surprised and suddenly I realize how I treated myself relentlessly once again
and how I just looked at what did not work and not at all my efforts and at everything
I tried and did well.
I say to my
God, you probably want to comment on this?
I certainly want so, my son, this is never the
way We are looking at you men. The other
way around We are looking at men with so much love and patience and compassion
and understanding and with a lot of attention for your good will and your
efforts and all your good intentions. And above all We see how you judge
yourself almost day and night and judge and sigh under your failures. You judge
yourself so unlovingly and ruthlessly and impatiently and strictly, We in the
spiritual world do not need to add anything to this, and We certainly do not want
to participate in this. You do it for two.
And We see in you mere playing, unsuspecting,
thoughtless and cute children. So you are wonderful to see. Don't you think the
same when you are watching children? Beautiful, innocent creatures full of
goodwill, though with a little fuss.
There is nothing more to say about it.My blessings to you all
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