My God, I wanted to start over again on a topic that has been discussed before. Your love and forgiveness.
It's like this.
I am only a simple man and really try to live a holy
and pure life. And that sometimes works out very well for a period of time.
Haha but even more regularly I fall back into old tendencies, old greeds, old
attachments and on stage I would be ashamed to show them to the audience. But
not with You. I just do it and hang out the beast and afterwards I come back to
you on hanging paws. And I always feel like I'm being born again and completely
washed clean insidely when I've showered or I have swum. So it is even stronger
with You. I come back to You, confess my debts, ask for forgiveness and hope
for Your kindness and love. And time and time again I am grateful and
pleasantly surprised when You then respond lovingly and mildly and with
understanding. Thank
You, thank You, thank You.
My good, unsuspecting, naïve and unthinking son, how could it be otherwise. Your God and therefore the My God of all people and therefore God Itself is a God of love. Full of compassion and love, I wait during your childish deeds until you return to Me, until you look up to Me again full of expectation and guilt and ask Me. And I. I embrace you again and again with all the love of the cosmos, with all the love of God, with all the love that is available and that is out of an infinite source.
You can start over and over again.
You can always start over and over again with a clean slate.
You can always be washed clean over and over again.
You can enter into life with a clean slate every time as new born baby
over and over again.
But My question to you is: do you want that?
Are you not attached to empty concepts such as guilt and sin and regret
and fear? You can start over and over again. Even Judas would have been
forgiven by the Mother after his betrayal, but he hung himself up. Ultimate
victory by the devil.
When you come back to Me again and again, the devil flees. Otherwise, he'll still linger. For he finds nothing more glorious than that man, after his little silliness, does not dare to go back to God. That's his victory. And if you come back to God, over and over again, he doesn't stand a chance.
You can return to God, over and over again. But do you want that too?
In these uncertain times, it doesn't look like it.
My blessings to you all
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